Saturday, August 27, 2005
gosh. these few days have been so entertaining. so happy. well at least being happy is better than being depressed right? (:
hmm. i shall blog about friday. cross country after school. shan't talk about school at all. cause it's simply boring, but i managed to msg lena during mr ho's period. haha. so finished school at 1pm. and spent a lot of time doing
duty. had lunch. and we were already running out of time. waited for taxi but no taxi cause too many people were waiting too. so called a cab. yeah. reached my house at 1.40pm? went screaming around the house, while kelly, li qin and poh yi were waiting
patiently. haha. left the house at 2.05pm. were super late already. walked really fast. but we were still late. reached east coast park at 2.25 when we were supposed to be there at 2.15.
so cross country started. and we started changing into our costume. we had no problem changing into our bottoms. and our tops. we formed a circle, facing away from the person changing inside. haha. so yeah. that was how we changed. fun fun fun. opps. then we tied our hair! nice nice nice. so yeah. was super hyper. and after our performance, we took lots and lots of photos. how sad lena never go. i wanna take photo with my darling! and i also never take photo with syaz. sad sad sad. then after the thing ended, mom was at east coast park. cause apparently i made her come and get my stuff. oh yes. my grandma and aunt was there too. gosh. so passed her everything and off we went to suntec. walked all the way to mandarin gardens before we could get a cab. and we were nearly late for spook.
spook was okay i guess. but i was quite sleepy cause it was just after cross country. so yeah. some part was freaking. then i didn't know there was bible study. gosh. that part i nearly slept. but i didn't. i only
dozed off at some parts. haha. and meng mei felt that she's been tricked. cause she had to give her particulars to the church. haha. after that went to mcdonalds for dinner, or rather supper. had double cheeseburger! now i'm feeling hungry againn. then after that took bus home with li qin. and she came my house get her stuff. then her father came. hee.
now. let's see. today! violin as usual in the afternoon. then after that look for mom. cause didn't want to go and meet meng mei and delia yet. so walked around parkway until 3 plus when mei called that delia left her ticket at home. so i went to her house to collect it for her. then went to marina square. meet both of them and li qin, kelly, poh yi and shermaine at the same time. then we went to anderson ice cream! yayy. had cheesecake and ice cream. haha. was super funny there. went to esplanade after that. cause apparently kelly and shermaine want to take photos. so they took and took and took until 7 plus. concert started at 7.30pm. was quite alright. although there were times when i
close my eyes. that doesn't mean i was sleeping! ohh. and i said hi to shermaine at least 10 times today. goshh. and i just realised that she has the same birthday as my mom. hahaha. then we wanted to go for supper. but kelly and poh yi had to leave. sad. so left me, li qin, delia, meng mei and sonia.
walked to city link. went to 7 eleven. got a drink. and walked to suntec. they took bus so we parted early. actually i was the one parting from them. how sad. met everyone there. and then we came home. yes. today was fun. somehow. and poh yi was poisoning my mind. gosh. and it's still poisoned now. but i don't think i will change. too troublesome. haha. although i still think that it's very funn. nevermind. haha. don't continue poisoning my mind,
QM! haha. oh yes. ms QM didn't do her job. she left the instruments unattended. wahaha.
okay. that shall be all. tomorrow finally i can spend the whole day with my grandma and aunt and cousins. if not, i go out again tomorrow, it will make me super rude.
oh no. i'm super sleepy now. shall just go to bed. and wake up early tomorrow to do my homework and practice my violin. ahh. i don't want another violin lesson on tuesday. but my exam is on thursday! ahh. die die die. just hope i can pass. the stupid teacher was like saying "if you get it wrong, you may not pass". ahh. curse me somemore. but too bad. i'm confident i'll pass. wahaha. imagine how i will react if i fail. OPPS.
okay. au revoir!
i'm happy with my life. and i treasure everything i have now.thanks for making me come to my senses. sometimes harsh words that may hurt helps.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
11:45 AM
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
yayy. so happy now.
hmm. i like today. school was kind of fun? cause we actually have 3 sort-of free periods. and i slept during the CA period. cause apparently we have no ca. yayy.
went to lena's house after school. we stayed at 7 eleven for like 20 minutes? just to choose a packet of potato chips. hee. then went to her house after that. ate lunch. for like more than half an hour. wahaha. then started studying. i mean lena started studying. i was doing my geog. and i brought my geog textbook home for nothing. sighh. finished geog hw and didn't want to study. so er i slept on the sofa? and lena was watching tv. yes. while studying. and she was laughing non-stop. oh yes. she purposely have to come and wake me up the first time i dozed off. evil womann.
then watched tv. and i dozed off a few more times. and of course woken up againn by lena who apparently was like staring at me. wahaha. i felt her stare. then walked around her whole house trying to find something to do. explored her room further although i have already done that 2 times? haha. left her house at 7. and her brother suddenly came back. her reaction was super funny. hahaha. lenaa! i wanna go your house againn. wahaha.
hmm. monday. had iap. i guess it was alright. and yes. according to so jeong and li qin, we did our best. so we shall be happy! iap is over anyway. don't have to worry about it anymore! yayy. oh yes. my brother went. and he was such an idiot. he was super shy. i don't know why. nearly wanted to slap him. hmm. nevermind. it's OVER. wahaha. oh yes. my brother bought syaz's soft toy. haha.
there's geog omnimax thing tomorrow. sighh. and i can't go to claaar's house cause she has to WORK. for 32 bucks, pathetically. haha. but it's enough to get a skirt. oh wells. another dayy then. we still got to go to starbucks and mugg.
alright. shall get back to my science ws. how hardworking.
au revoir!
quoted from li qin, "vicki sit with vicki" (how nice. the other vicki is either a ghost or kelly has been transformed to vicki. wahaha.)[edited]
oh yes. i love my darlings. ((:i love li qin.i love poh yi.i love kelly.i love syaz.
and of course..
i love lena!not forgetting..
i love claaar!gosh. i'm like a 6-timer. wahaha. but still i love them all. ((:
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
9:38 AM
Sunday, August 21, 2005
hmm. i just found out that apple chips are nice to chew on. and of course, i'm chewing on it now. haven't been eating these stuff for a long long time. hee.
i shall not sound depressed or gloomy or stuff like that in this post. (:
had lunch at royal china in raffles hotel today. surprisingly i ate quite a lot. gosh. how am i ever going to start on my diet? then walked around raffles city. bought my bright-coloured tee. (: it's in hot pink. wahaha. oh yes. then went to market place. dad bought red wines again as usual. and i bought my apple chips. and chocolates. ((: and then here i am. cause fiona needed to study for her exams.
yesterday. hmm. had violin as usual. though i didn't exactly hated that lesson. it was quite alright i guess. then get some stuff and went back home. cause mom needed to prepare everything for the night. guests came at around 7 plus. i was sleeping then. so quickly woke up. hee. after dinner watched ice princess. so nice. i wanna watch again. wahaha. oh yes. i gave ice wine a miss yesterday. don't know what's wrong with me. hmm. oh wells. slept at 2am yesterday. gosh. this is terrible.
friday. mrs sin talked to us about iap after school. we left the school at like 4. and li qin realised that she left her wallet in school. went back to take. and after a long time, she and syaz appeared. so off we went to suntec. walked around. couldn't find any nice skirts. then met delia and sonia. walked to city link after that. no nice skirt again. although sonia and delia bought. and me, syaz, li qin and kelly left for bugis at 6.30? kelly met her mom somewhere. which left me syaz and li qin. walked around looking for the art-friend shop. and we realised that we could actually have walked from raffles city. it was just so near. gosh. then syaz bought whatever she needed. and we walked back to bugis. oh yes. we found this skirt. but don't have my size. so too bad. haha. took neoprints then. soo funn. we were like screaming non-stop. and we were in school uniforms. wahaha. took mrt home after that and syaz's father sent me home from the mrt station againn. haha. yes. her father is just so friendly.
iap tomorrow. oh noo. but i'm sure it will be a success. gosh. PRs have so much stress. hmm. calm down vicki. oh yes. i got to go and find some soft toys. and decide what skirt i'm wearing tomorrow. oh yes. i have just finished the whole packet of my apple chips. how sad.
alright. shall be off.
au revoir!
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
4:16 AM
Thursday, August 18, 2005
i finally have an alternative. a way out if things doesn't turn out the way i want it to be. i guess dad allows. and mom won't opposed. i guess it's quite obvious now.
yes. my dad finally asked me the question. he was saying he might send me back to canada next year...er. for me to pick up better english there. and the accent too i guess. so i can go back next year. now it all depends on me. whether i want or not. and now i'm depending on my results before making the decision. if i get into triple science, i shall not go back. if not, maybe i will. wahh. so i should study hard right?
hmm. enough of DULL talk, as claaar said. wahaha. i finished my mobile. how accomplished.
and i just found out that my piano exam is going to be on the 21st of september. so i got to take my mep practical on the 20th of september. oh great. now i got to practice for both exams.
shall do my geog mindmap now. and i think i'm going to town with delia and kelly tomorrow? ahh. i wonder when syaz is going to get her skirt. we are planning to get it together. wahh.
alright. au revoir!
should i or should i not?maybe everyone should start expecting a trip to the airport next year. i mean those who want to be there..and claaar must be there. wahaha.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
8:39 AM
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
now i'm back to my not-feeling-quite-right mood. oh wells. then i can spend time thinking through stuffs. and feel sad about it. or maybe happy. depending on what i'm thinking.
so i didn't shout after claaar in the end. well, she was quite far actually. and she walk fast. i'm serious. fast. saw her at the bus stop. and apparently she was going to bayshore. hmm. if i didn't have violin, she could have came my house. ohh. that would be so great. then she can console me and get me out of the not-feeling-quite-right mood.
nothing much happened today i guess. or maybe i just wasn't in the right mood to notice everything. and tan jialing has helped me buy lighter. i seriously need them. not to burn myself or paper. but my candles. and nope tan jialing. i don't burn paper. so i'm not copying you. i just need to burn the candles someone gave me. since it's like meaningless to keep them anymore. maybe they can even cheer me up. ohh. and i realised i forgot what occasion was it when i received the candles. maybe it was after another cold war againn. oh wells. no point looking back. and i don't wish to look ahead either. neither am i happy with the present.
i feel like giving everything up at this moment now. give up everything and lock myself in my room. where there are no disturbance. and no worries. neither will i ever feel depressed. it's no use hanging onto something that will have no result. it was already made clear. i just chose not to believe it. guess this is a way of punishing me. for taking things for granted in the past.
i shall just finish up the geog script and go to sleep. where i don't have to worry about anything. neither do i have to care about anything.
au revoir.
i hate myself.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
7:53 AM
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
gosh. just how bad can my memory get? and this isn't good.
just remembered it was my dad's birthday during the second period of the day? i was like today is the 16th. OHH. 16th. then i turned to delia and said, oh delia. i just realised it's my dad's birthday today. how interesting.
and i just realised that i forgot to bring my geog textbook home. when i got to do that script by tomorrow? die. let's just hope kelly will let me complete it by thursday.
anyway i'm just so sleepy today. slept for the whole lit period. except when it was my turn to do my poem recitation. ahh. speaking of that makes me wanna scream. it was nearly the end..and what happened? i started giggling. how nice. just cause i looked at SO JEONG and she was smiling. ahh. oh yes. before i started reciting my poem, i was having giggling and the whole class joined in too. how funn.
geog online ca. ahh. i just can't believe that i will get that low. i HATE mcqs. ahh.
yayy. i bought orange pen already. can start writing lena's letter. and mom is going to buy strudel later. cause i requested? and made an excuse that it's dad's birthday. oh wells. i know how to take advantage of the situation. ((:
okayy. shall start watching whatever vcds i have with me now.
oh no. there's violin tomorrow againn. how sad. can't go to starbucks with claaar to mug againn. sighh. one fine day i will.
au revoir!
i love candles. they have always been something special to me.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
5:17 AM
Monday, August 15, 2005
there's geog online ca tomorrow. oh noo. it's 100%. so that will be my final marks for term 3. how nice. oh yes. did i mention that i still haven't started studying for it?
gosh. i'm running out of time again. time will never wait for me, will it? sighh. let's see what i have to complete.
1. mobile for iap by this week.
2. script for the professor part, geog project, by wednesday.
3. stuffs for iap.
4. stuffs for zany parade.
5. practice my violin
(everyday) for exam
6. practice my piano for exam
7. choose pieces for mep practical and start practicing.
8. choose a piece for aunt's wedding and start practicing too.
9. STUDY!
okay. hmm. my life seemed to be so associated with music. and should i go marina square tomorrow? maybe i shouldn't. wahh.
oh yes. claaar! so sorry. couldn't go to starbucks with you today to study. stupid stringe. i really wanted to go! cause i needed to study. so badly. and i just got a B3 for maths. ahh. nevermind. another day then. oh and claaar. come for the spook show? with me or rather accompany me? seriously it'll be lots of fun and my friends are friendly you know. they don't scare and neither do they bite. ((:
yes.
lena lena lena. look on the bright side! er and the bright side is that..this is to push you to work harder and achieve better results! it's not the end of the world either. so let's work hard together! yes. i also need to work really hard.
anyway please stop. you're frightening me. and it won't solve anything. so no use of doing it. and remember that i'll always be there for you okay? i won't mind if you call me in the middle of the night and need me to lend you my ear. so whatever happens, you can always come and look for me. (: and i love you lena. ((:alright. time for me to mug for geog.
au revoir!
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
6:56 AM
Sunday, August 14, 2005
ahh. this is frustrating. i'm so not going to cope.
apparently my aunt just called at 12 plus when i'm still sleeping. yes. i was still sleeping. woke up at 1pm? cause simply i have lack of sleep. must replenish them. anyway my aunt called and gave me the GREATEST news that i could have ever heard. i'm supposed to play a solo on the violin at her wedding. ahh. i volunteered to be the pianist in June but somehow i got to play the violin now. how great. i'm so going to pull fiona in. she HAVE to play the accompaniment for me. too bad. i sound mean but this is seriously very frustrating.
where am i going to find time to practice? i'll be like performing in front of a few hundred people? gosh. i'm so dead. this 2 weeks i'll be like super busy. cause we got to rush iap and zany parade. and then on 1st september i have my violin exam so i got to practice for that in this 2 weeks. i have my piano exam around mid of september i think. and in early october the final years. ahh. and only after that i got time to practice my piece for the wedding. eh wait. maybe i have my theory exam in november. ahh. i'm dead. very. i've got to be very hardworking from now on. yes i should. wahh.
and i still haven't done my mobile. and i got to study for geog. AND do geog project. wahh. help.
now i shall blog about yesterday! yayyness. so happy.
hmm. went for flag day early in the morning yesterday. we all were supposed to met at tampines mrt station at 7.15am. but somehow everyone was late. oh wells. can't help it.
delia was the latest by the way and that's a good thing. cause we managed to settle money matters. wahaha. actually
delia was very late. so we decided to go to macs at the bus interchange there and wait for her. and i was the first one to spot her. (: i have such good eyesight. anyway we ate our breakfast and walked to the library. we only managed to get bag for flag day at 9am? haha. so went around collecting and i almost fell asleep. me and
shilbe practically walked around the whole of tampines. and my toes hurt. wahaha. in the end met
li qin and
poh yi. and they helped me! haha. i'm evil.
lena came to look for us at around 12? so we ended up sitting on the floor somewhere and chatted. and i ignored
lena for half an hour. (: went back to return everything and off we went to plaza sing. met
meng mei and
jialing there. shared lunch with
lena cause i was simply not hungry? and i was not in a good mood. but it was not bad either. i was just er..sad? nearly felt like bursting into tears at times. and
poh yi kept asking whether i'm alright. haha. oh yes.
lena too. was i really that not alright? (: and
lena tried cheering me up?
THANK YOU LENA! (:
so after a while i cheered up. cause
she stopped replying for a while. and cause i was simply bullying
kelly again. wahaha. so finished lunch and we changed out of our school uniforms. and we were all either in bright-coloured shirts or black and white. so cute. (: after that took mrt to city link. and we walked and walked and walked. haha. ohh. went to 37 degrees. then saw one skirt so nice. but but but didn't buy in the end. cause if i did i'll be like broke? now i still don't know what to wear for zany parade. then we went to mr pee shop. saw the family cups. yayy. but got to wait for
cheryl to go and see first. wahaha.
went to six after that to see accessories? couldn't find nice anklets anyway. and i didn't like the one i bought in canada. hmm. apparently i still like the anklet that i lost. so found this necklace which is so nice. so me
lena and
shil bought it. decided so long. and
shil even flipped a coin. many times that is. hmm. and now i'm kind of broke.
lena went home after that. oh yes. i kept saying i miss
lena on the way to marina square. wahaha. met the others at the bowling centre. then went bowling. oh yes.
kelly and
li qin left halfway. because apparently it was
delia's birthday yesterday and for the whole day we didn't say anything to her. so i guess she thought that we forgotten her birthday? haha. had a hard time keeping everything from her because simply
kelly kept calling me. and screaming at the top of her voice. okay. so
li qin and
kelly left to buy cake and order pizza. we continued bowling. gosh.
mei and
delia bowl so well. must ask my sister teach me more. wahh. and oh yes. the guy that was interested in
li qin! wahaha. we got free shoes because of that fact. wahaha.
after bowling we walked as slowly as we possibly could to esplanade. cause we told
delia that we had to go to the library? and
mei got to return her book. so yeah.
kelly called halfway through and was screaming again.
delia nearly found out. after much screeching from
kelly we walked to the RIVERSIDE. not seaside my dear
kelly. wahaha. and was walking and walking and walking, trying to find out which bush
li qin and
kelly was hiding in. and
kelly was on the phone the whole time. and there! i was the only one who found where they were hiding. it was just so funny. nearly laughed until i get gastric. so we stopped somewhere and sat down. i nearly went deaf at that part.
kelly screamed sit down into the phone at least 10 times. so we sat and waited. suddenly in the softest voice anyone could ever heard..came a happy birthday
delia. and then we screamed happy birthday to
delia too. (:
but
delia didn't cry. how sad. haha. as she said, she was trying not to. but i guess that surprise was actually quite successful? so we cut the cake. and we ate with much difficulties. haha. no plate and no fork. and no napkins apparently. so they found tissue. wahaha.
kelly left after that to join her parents for something. so sad. and the saddest thing was that
kelly didn't suffer from my camera's flash. after the cake came the pizza! which
li qin didn't allow me to eat until
delia took the first piece. and i ate so much. gosh. i'm going to put on so much weight. then we ate and ate and chatted and chatted. then came my terrifying camera flash. haha. everyone claimed that they nearly went blind. i didn't. wahaha. shall put the photos up somewhere soon. was very funny. nearly died of laughing. so yeah. wahaha. and of course i look the sweetest in the photos! (: wahaha. i always look very sweet. hee. someone said it first, i think. haha.
we cleared up and started walking. sadly,
shil and
jialing had to leave. and we decided to go bowling again. so walked back to marina square. and in the end got to wait. in the end was too late, so we sat there waiting for
mei's parents to arrive. i dozed off a few times. oh wells. i woke up at 6am in the morning you know. and it was like 11 plus at that time. then
mei went to get popcorn. wahaha. weird woman. and her parents reached. and in the end her parents got to send each of us home. feel so bad. but it was supposed to be her parents dropping us at paya lebar mrt station. and obviously there was no train at that time as it was already past midnight? haha. and i was the first to reach home! (:
oh yes. my dad just got a new phone. not fair. nevermind. i shan't complain. cause mine is not even a year old. wahaha. oh no. i just spent so much time blogging. ahh. got to start on other stuff now. and of course load all the photos into the computer! yayyness.
okay. shall be off.
au revoir!
i love
lena.
thank you
lena.
((:
i shall be happy with my life. in fact, maybe i am.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
1:44 AM
Friday, August 12, 2005
today was interesting. indeed. (:
shil apparently bought the cake for her gang which only consists of herself and cheryl. and they were celebrating their one week anniversary? that was funny. so anyway, was supposed to eat it during recess but didn't have enough time. so we ate the cake after school. and half of it was eaten by other people. i only managed to eat a little? cause they were just too NOT demure. unlike me and
lena. haha.
hmm. science mcq test was alright i guess? and i didn't do my lit recitation today. was so scared when ms ang was drawing lots.
after school went
lena's house for the er second time? and after much persuasion, cheryl and shil came along. (: was just so fun. but taking 31 to
lena's house is far too long. that's why 10 is always the best! hee. so we reached
lena's house at like 3.15? somewhere there. hmm. then
lena and shil cooked? wahaha. i kept falling to the floor because i was laughing way too much? so we finally had our lunch cooked and ate? where i bursted out into laughter for almost the whole time? i seriously thought i was going to laugh until i get gastric. so after lunch and much laughing, we looked at
lena's vcd collection? haha. borrowed ice princess. only. cause i still got that korean drama to watch. i have just so little time. hmm. and we were watching notebook. wahaha. and i left
lena's house at 4.45pm? when my violin lessons was at 5pm. yes. my violin was at parkway and
lena's house is in simei. wow.
so took taxi to parkway with cheryl. haha. then cheryl took bus home from there. i so did not enjoy the taxi ride with cheryl. terrifying experience. we were like fighting in the taxi. wahaha. i'm sure the taxi driver must have complained about us to the school. haha. we were super noisy. oh wells. that's
CHERYL.
flag tomorrow. and then after that delia's surprise birthday party or rather celebration! it's just going to be so fun tomorrow. yayy. can't wait. oh yes. got to wake up like super early tomorrow. maybe 6? haha. i shall wake
lena up too. i'm evil. ((:
oh yes. forgot to mention how nice my mom was. i just got a new violin today! it's nice! yayymess. and then she just told me that i don't have to pay for my
lime green esprit bag. (: and she gave me 30 bucks for tomorrow. whee. i'm just so happy. my mother has suddenly became so nice. ((:
alright. au revoir!
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
10:48 AM
Thursday, August 11, 2005
just found out that my grandfather's brother, who is then my granduncle(?), passed away this morning. i'm like just not feeling anything now. cause i guess he's kind of distant. i see him the most once a year when i go back to hk? sighh. life is really fragile.
so after realising that life is fragile. i guess i ought to stop doing
that to myself. i don't want to make it a habit. whether it's to vent my anger or just for pleasure. yes. i should stop
someday.
oh yes. thanks
lena for being there just when
everyone started disappearing. everyone knows that there will be deep trouble when i'm depressed. luckily you saved me. (: but i guess i'm still not alright?
alright. shall continue mugging for science test tomorrow.
and i just did
that again. this time for pleasure. ohh nooo.
au revoir.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
5:10 AM
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
ahh. the panadol didn't help. i think i should buy some tranquilizers now. i can't even think properly now. well depressed people can't, can they?
ahh. helpp. forget it. no use shouting for help. i shall just die now.
au revoir.
will my life turn out better soon enough?
will miracles appear again?
but how do i keep my life going
while waiting for miracles to appear?
my penknife is blunt.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
2:23 AM
Monday, August 08, 2005
here i am. blogging again. within one night. and nope. i'm not here to wish singapore a happy birthday. not like jialing. got nothing to do. i'm just bored. very. and i guess li qin, poh yi and kelly forgot that they got to come online to discuss geog project. ahh. i'm like so sleepy now. so i guess i'll be going to sleep soon.
hmm. was asking my mom random questions today again. it seemed that if i do very well for my o levels, i most probably can get into university of toronto. (: then i'll be like going back after o levels? that's if i do well for it. if not maybe i go jc? hmm. so should i do VERY well for my o levels or just well enough to get into a good jc. hmm. i'm confused.
i need to sleep now. if not i can spend the whole night sleeping on the computer table.
au revoir!
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
12:07 PM
i'm high. yes i am. this few days is like just so fun. shall just blog about it. and i'll end up laughing like mad.
`friday.
oh yes. blogged about that. but then still got somemore. the funnier part. haha. at night. i was online. then was like chatting with
lena. then
lena had to go offline. cause we were like chatting about er..this thing. then continued discussing about this thing with her through sms. haha. my phone bill is going to
explode. then i don't know why cheryl and shilbe must come and disturb me after
lena go offline. they came and BULLY me. not fair. ahh. then no one helped me okay! so they composed this stupid song and i gave my wonderful speech. shouldn't even blog about it lar. it was
stupid. haha. cheryl and shilbe became this frenzied laughter gang. rubbish. then anyhow say me and
lena the gang no name. we're still thinking okay! we got to think of a really good name..you see. oh yes.
lena was like msging me until late at night then she fell asleep with her lights and radio on. and i waited so long for her reply. haha.
`saturday.
got woken up by
lena's msg. haha. then was still deciding whether to go for fop. in the end went cause too many people were persuading me. then had violin and i rushed off after that. stupid violin teacher was
irritating. nearly wanted to burst out into tears. but a while later i forgot about it. cause i went to bugis to meet
lena! haha. found her on the train. she was like hiding somewhere. haha. then at bugis took neoprints which was super funny. then i laughed and laughed and laughed until no more time to decorate the neos. hee. then went to look at stationary. i still haven't buy orange pen and ahem. and
lena still haven't buy pink pen yet. haha. then walk around and ate something. haha. and claaar called for me to buy mcdonalds for her. cause she was queuing at fop and she was hungry apparently. met li qin at kallang mrt station. with elizabeth and isabella. took a long time to find a cab. elizabeth was funny while flagging the cab. so finally we got to indoor stadium. and we ahem did lots of mischief. haha. but it was fun! fop was alright i guess. hee. after fop, claaar came and look for me and we went for supper! with
lena and li qin! her dad brought us to this prata store. i don't know why claaar must have prata for supper. sighh. then after supper claaar's dad send
lena, li qin and me home. so nice of her dad. and i feel so bad. haha. making claaar's dad like send my friends home. and she treated us to supper. more like her dad treated us. haha. okayy.
`sunday.
lena gave me morning call at 8.30. then her phone no more battery after half an hour of talking. so line was cut off. and i went back to sleep! from 9.15 to 11.15. haha. then went out to marina square for lunch. after lunch walked around. then was supposed to go li qin house to try the japanese costume. but before that decided to go to
lena's house. yes.
lena again. haha. so
lena waited for me at the mrt station and then we went to look for ahem..stationary. yes. then went to her house. watched bewitched. haha. i only watched half way! and
lena was like sleeping lar. then after that went to look around in her house. haha. then took photos! yayy. hmm. then went online at her house. and was like kind if arguing with cheryl and shilbe AGAIN. we're hopeless. haha. arguing from day to night. oh yes. then li qin was not free. ahh. but i couldn't go her house at night. so in the end she got to bring the costume for us the next day. she so poor thing. haha. then after that went back home. was sort of scolded. then went to marina square AGAIN for dinner. went to waraku. yayy. the japanese food is like so nicee. hee. came back home and disturb
lena until 11.30 before i let her sleep. i'm evil!
`today.
met
lena on the bus. she missed the earlier bus! ahh. cause as i was msging her, i hinder her
flying rate. hee. that was funny. then in school changed to the japanese costume. took like such a long time. was screaming like mad. cause i was
stripping in class. cause they say toilet is wet. so they help me wear the costume and all. so fun. and during morning assembly it was super hot. was sweating. haha. but i still like the japanese costume. so fun. and the thing was like dropping. hahaha. was so funny. then after school
lena decided to go my house. was supposed to take cab with shilbe and jialing and drop them off at tao nan. but the bus came. so me and
lena took cab home instead. oh yes. i locked
lena outside my room for like a few minutes so that i could pack my room? my room was like super messy. and it was like last minute then she say she wanna go my house. haha. oh yeah. we took photos! againn. and and she was like looking around my room. and my brother and sister came in and disturb. ahh. irritating. then we painted our toenails! yayy. so nice. hee. now i like my toenails. i painted such a nice colour for it. hee.
then went to cityhall mrt station to meet shilbe and jialing. we were
late. haha. but who cares. then they decided to go orchard. then me and
lena was like never tell us earlier! then make us get out at city hall. sigh. haha. then went cineleisure to eat. walked around dodo club! so nicee. wanted the green eyeliner. ahh. but no enough money. then went to bits and pieces. was so tempted to buy the ring. haha. but didn't in the end. bought delia's present. and it's with me now. cause of course, i'm in charge of present. but i didn't even choose it and pay lar. got to pay them back later. then took neos! 9 people fit inside one machine. haha. so funn. yayy. then walked around and they had to go. so me and
lena decided to go heerens and walk around. saw a roxy handbag. was like so nice. then don't know whether to buy or not. so then walked around the whole of heerens. and we went back to roxy again! yayy. and finally after such a long time i decided to get the handbag. and
lena lent me 10 bucks! hee. thanks
lena! so happy now. i like the handbag. ahh. so nice. so nice. haha. then after that went home..
okayy. hmm. these four days i've been like seeing
lena? haha. i don't know why also. so funny. these are our bonding sessions. unlike cheryl and shilbe. only bond online. where got united. haha. yayy. i want the photos
lena!! ahh. hee.
okay. shall be off. a super long post todayy. cause i'm far too excited.
au revoir!
i love
lena.
i miss
lena.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
9:06 AM
Friday, August 05, 2005
okay. forget about the previous post. i'm feeling slightly better. after being kept occupied by so many stuff. but still, it doesn't mean that i'm okay. i'm getting pissed at every single thing.
relax vicki relaxi need panadol. i think there's some in the medicine cabinet. i shall go and take some. and no. i'm not going to do anything silly. my mental state is very stable now. not say very, but i know what i'm doing.
i'm getting confused at everything now. too much things cramped into my brain.
i've just got shouted at. and i'm very pissed now. stay calm vicki.
breathe in, breathe out.okay. shall be off.
au revoir!
i love lena.
i miss lena.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
7:42 AM
i can't take it anymore. i don't know what's wrong either.this is going to be the end of the world.goodbye. forever
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
5:32 AM
Thursday, August 04, 2005
something is just not right with me. sighh. shan't think about it. if not i'll be even more depressed. i shall think of happy thoughts. like think of
claaar. haha. you should feel honoured
claaar.
oh yes. talking to
claaar is entertaining. especially this few days when she's going to go crazy at the thought that there is going to be a dog in her house soon. hahaha. interesting. i wanna go and see. oh yes. at time same time watch her. haha. i'm being very mean and evil now. sorry
claaar! ((:
oh yes. talking to
lena and cheryl is also very interesting. make me laugh the whole day only. it's like sometimes my sister comes into the computer room and finds me laughing. then she'll be wondering what is wrong with me. hahaha. yes.
lena is my laughing partner. yayy.
second attempt at trying to take the same bus with
lena failed. haha. cause she overslept. tomorrow we're going to have our third attempt. ahh.
lena handphone is like still spoilt. how to take the same bus like that? haha.
english vocab test was EEYER. haha. so hard. i was just like choosing a nice answer. cause there was mcq. and the close passage i bet i'm getting everything wrong. sighh.
angie asked me to go for the hillsongs thing. still deciding if i should go. and
claaar asked me to go too. should i go? hmm. i shall spend some time to THINK about it. haha.
alright. pft 5 items tomorrow. i'm dreading it.
au revoir!
i still love and miss
lena.
[short and sweet (: ]
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
7:33 AM
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
ahh. that weird feeling is back again. but for a little while only this time. i don't know why it came back. it's not like i'm so stressed out. but if there's more stress, i'm seriously going to sink into depression.
stay positive vicki!
ohh. this morning was so funny. was supposed to take bus with lena. then lena's phone is spoilt. so cannot contact her. in the end we arranged to meet in the bus. cause lena always take the super early bus, so i ask lena to be later. then i always take the super late bus, so lena ask me to be earlier. then in the end, i took the early bus and lena took the late bus. it was just so funny. then we started screaming at each other when i saw her before school started. we were blaming each other..but seriously it's not my fault. lena asked me to be early.
oh yes. another joke. lena wanted to bring camera to take photos. then shilbe also wanted. then in the end i also decided to bring mine. so result was that all three of us brought cameras to school when actually one was enough. so the whole of recess we were like busy taking photos.
ohh. lena didn't dare to come into 2/9 classroom already. haha. cause the other time syaz shouted at us for making too much noise. hahaha. syaz is scary. i'm so mean to her. hee. nevermind.
yayy. i finished writing lena's letter already. so happy. so more i decorate until so nice.
i think shilbe still owes me a letter. practically everyone owes me a letter. i shall go after them. i'm evil. (:
alright. guess i shall go and practice my violin? i prefer the piano. but i think my piano exam is later than my violin exam. hmm. yes. i still hate the violin teacher.
oh before i forget. i like the joke abby told me today! "where's the hair?" hahaha. super sick joke. but very funny. hahaha.
au revoir!
i love lena.
i miss lena.
hmm. i seemed to be always talking about lena nowadays. can't help it. need to mention her name more. then my blog will have more of her name. then i'll win! (: yayy. haha.
hah lena. your name appeared 14 times on my blog. too baddd.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
3:42 AM
Monday, August 01, 2005
ahh. help help help. i'm getting a headache. well i always do, so it doesn't mean anything.
i'm so going to fail my math tomorrow. ahh. i'm like so confused now. after doing sums the whole day. okay. wait. maybe not whole, i must confess. i've been like sleeping from 3.30pm to 5pm. i was simply too tired. and when i'm tired, how do you supposed me to concentrate on
math.and i still have to do the english kind of essay thing. ahh. so many stuff to do. nevermind. i shan't give up. in a few hours time, it'll be over. cause i'll have to finish everything by then. and then i can have my good night sleep. (:
i can't stand
her anymore. and what's more, i got to see her like every single day. sighh. but i always remember what dionis has always said when i was in primary school.
TOLERATE. it is a very important word apparently. so whenever i see
her, this word will always come to my mind. and that's how my primary school clique managed to stay together till now. (:
okay. so vicki. TOLERATE! it's only half more year. unless i'm that unfortunate and get stuck with her for another 2 more years.
hmm. maybe going to get my bright-coloured shirt tomorrow. with shilbe! for zany parade. i'm like so broke already. sigh. and on wednesday, i'll be off to bowling. cause my stupid sister want to try out her bowling ball that she just bought. not fairrr. she can have one and i can't. i also want to join bowling already! nevermind. i'll own one some day. hee. luckily her ball fits me too. so i can bowl with hers on wednesday. yayy.
okay. hmm. yes. today's recess is funny. cheryl and lena came to my class to disturb everyone there againn. somemore we have like mep test. then in the end i didn't manage to study during recess. oh yes. i think i'm going to fail for mep. anyway so apparently cheryl and charlene started hitting each other AGAIN. and isabella and joanni took video of them. and i think it got deleted in the end. such a pity. oh yes. lena laughs in a funny way. ohh. i like the hitting game. i won! yayy. haha. cause shilbe and cheryl was like hitting each other as in giving hi-5 to each other, but of course it was painn. then when i hit both of them, they nearly want to faint. like it's that pain. but i like the part when me and shilbe attack cheryl from both sides. that was fun. and it was serious. cause i think i really hit VERY hard. and cheryl nearly fainted. i pity her. haha. and i nearly lost my voice cause i was like laughing and screaming so loudly.
oh yes. shilbe scares the poor little one niners. hmm. horrible girl. haha. anyhow go and scare people.
okay. a super long post. shall be off to study.
au revoir!
i miss lena! (:maybe i should add this too:
i love lena! (:ohh. and this:
lena, good luck for your piano exam tomorrow!see. i'm just so nice to lena. shilbe will be getting jealous again! ((:
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
6:38 AM